So�the badness�
Yesterday, I climbed into the badness and took pictures. And yea. I was scared�Verily so.
First of all�the doorhandle. And the lock. With the key in it. Always. I think it�s to stop something peeping out of the keyhole. Yes�OUT. And when you shut the door it feels like it�s being SUCKED closed.
The top of the stairwell�and the skylight (where through, during a SPECTACULAR storm on Wednesday night, we saw a fork of lightning�SHITscary) and the peeling, mouldy paper�
More peeling, awful paper at the top of the stairwell�
The letters burnt into the ceiling�(no one goes up there�who did it???? WHEN?)
Two doorways at the top of the stairs�the windows in these rooms are bricked up and have been for decades. It�s dark�why the HELL do I WANT, more than anything, to go into these rooms?
�especially when, all I can imagine, is walking and seeing something horrific�like�a little girl stood with her face to the corner *shudders*�and here�s MORE doors. Judging from the rooms below (Matt�s offices), the rooms in this attic would be huge�I just can�t describe how sickeningly curious I am�
�but I�m not allowed to go past the first set of stairs :o(
I WALK THE LINE
We watched �Walk the Line� the other night, the Johnny Cash life story. Oh. My. God�I can�t describe how much I LOVED this film. I wanted to cry all the way through, either with sadness, happiness, worry�and then, at the end I couldn�t stop myself and while the end tracks were playing I stood in the bathroom with a huge wad of tissue pressed to my face and just SOBBED�
I don�t think it was JUST because I�m emotional recently, because Matt said that he was almost crying all the way through�but then we put a Johnny Cash album on this morning and I cried ALL the way through til we got to �Danny Boy� and Matt said that enough was enough and turned the stereo off (which annoyed me)�so I�m going to wallow in my misery. These songs are all what I think of as �my� songs, because this is how I FEEL�I know that Johnny Cash didn�t sing Hurt originally, but I just prefer his version so much more�and after seeing his life story I can see how the song is �HIS� song as much as it is mine. I think he�s an amazing man.
The Cashman�
I�m a creep�
And I scowl at everything�
Okay�I best get going cuz it�s time for more painting�but we�re painting it white :o)
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