I�ve got 9 days left here now�
Well, I suppose you could argue that today doesn�t really count considering I�m up, washed and dressed and that�s about the most I can hope to achieve from today!...but I won�t argue that. I have 9 days left.
Sometimes I feel like I�ll really miss the people and the place and I wonder if it�s worth staying somewhere like this just to keep the friends I�ve made�but then I realise that I don�t go out with these people, they just make my working day more bearable (and I thank them a squillion kagillion times for it)�
�yesterday Dave, my team leader, was doing his usual �pep Lou up over email� thing (I have bad days, I moan to him, he says funny sarcastic things back and makes me smile) and he told me that although I�m a moody cow I am �ace when smiley�. That made me smile VERY much (lovely lovely Dave) :o) but I really WAS a moody cow yesterday. Matt put me in a bad mood and then I GLARED all day long. I also had a bit of a scrap with an underwriter too�via email of course. Cheeky cow had the nerve to call ME unhelpful�but anyway!!! The whole point of this entry is (because I can feel the rage boiling up again):
calm serene thoughts�
I am floating downstream, lying on my back in a slow-moving river�petals fill the water around me and birds swoop overhead amongst the branches of swaying, swishing willow trees�
�I splay my fingers out in the water and feel cold ripples move over my skin�
�I close my eyes and feel the sun�s glittering heat�
�and I am calm�
Ps�Good Morning! And Good Morgan!
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